Aggressive Overload

This place will test you in many ways.  It will either rip apart your relationships or bring you together and help you grow stronger.  It is worth all the trials, challenges, and tribulations if you can handle it. I knew what I wanted when I looked for this place.  I wanted acreage in an agricultural […]

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Finally Decide to be Happy Again

I have a problem that I have known about for awhile.  I work my butt off, throw my heart and soul into training or a project, but when it gets close to performance day I find little ways to sabotage myself.  Staying up late.  Procrastinating.  Subbing extra shifts for people who never reciprocate.  Waiting until […]

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I Needed to get Rained On

I needed to get rained on and I am not referring to the type of rain you see  in a club. Lately my mood has been as fickle as the weather.  There were two days in a row where I felt like I was floating on cloud 9.  Happy and as motivated as ever then […]

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Let’s Start Over

Originally posted on Living Out Loud:
If you had the chance to start over, would you take it? If you could move to a new place and become someone new, would you do it? You would stay the same age and you would still be you, but you would be in a new place around…

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Thank you August!

My year always ends in August since it is my birthday month.  I usually feel very energized in May and June and the first half of July, but by the time August begins I become introspective. At the end of August I have 2 choices.  I can repeat and review the lessons and challenges of […]

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For The Very 1st Time…

There is something magical about doing something for the very 1st time.  A cocktail of emotions from excitement and nervousness to overwhelming anxiety, vulnerability, and downright fear.  In that moment we decide to be brave and experience something brand new. Most people who know me know that I love to dance and more specifically I  […]

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Breakdown now breakthrough

Last night I had an awful breakdown.  The kind of break you feel in the midst of a breakup or a loss.  When your legs shake uncontrollably, your back and body feels hot, and you cry yourself to sleep…Only to wake up and burst into more tears. I woke up still feeling sad and almost […]

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