I really want to get back on track!!!
My theme and focus for this year is: “Transform Your Life.” Another theme that goes along with this that has been resonating with me a lot lately is the practice of being Completely Honest with myself. This concept would have completely terrified me in the past because I was SO afraid of getting my feelings hurt.
Over this weekend I have had the realization that in my desire to protect myself and to keep my feelings from getting hurt I have kept myself from growing. I shielded myself from learning because I made excuses about being so busy rather than admitting to the fact that I was not making progress with my studies because I was not putting in enough time and effort. I was in denial of the truth because it was painful to admit that I was slacking.
I put on a substantial amount of weight from the…
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