I am standing at the edge of the pool shaking and dipping my toes in every now and then, but I just can’t get myself to cannonball because my worries are paralyzing.
I feel fixated on all the things that could go wrong when so many things are going right.
What would happen if things work out?!?!
I want to start operating from this frame of mind. Stress is paralyzing and it made me sick last fall. I do not want to fall into that pattern again.
Even though I know all of this I am still moving at a snail pace and am clinging to carbs for comfort. I need to remember that I worked hard all summer to get healthy and develop healthy habits. I do not want to allow my stress and worries to undo all the good that I have done.
So this is what I am going to do. I am going to keep moving. Even when I feel like I can barely move. When I feel lazy I am going to get up and do something. This stress is only temporary and I would rather spend my energy on my goals.
So here goes! I am going to make $hit happen! I will keep you posted!
Love, Joy, and Blessings Always,
❤ Alana Xoxoxo