Be-YOU-tifully YOU Project: #48, #49, & #50

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Hello My Dear Darling Friends!

Life has been feeling a little blurry these days.  The month of December has been flying by and I am enjoying the ride!  It felt like a race to the end of the quarter and the good news is that I made it with all of my credits.

I gave the presentation with all 4 of my group members.  I had a painful breakup and I got to experience a connection with a beautiful soul.  Additionally, I had to move and give my transportation back to my family.  It has been a draining whirlwind of a week and I am still recovering.  I feel myself grasping for the life I have been living these past 3 months.  I loved the independence and the luxury of being able to focus on my school and my health.

It is time for me to be more open to change once again.  Things may be different, but it does not mean that things will return to where they once were.  They can be even better than ever, but I need to remember not to allow my worries about the past or the future to eclipse the gifts of the present.  I have a tendency to do that sometimes.  My anxiety and stress becomes paralyzing and then I do not function optimally at all.

I have not been deeply focused on specific goals this month because I have just been doing my best to make it through.  Luckily, I still have 10 days left to work on these goals.

DECEMBER:

CLEANLINESS

  • Plan ahead and prepare.
  • Set Goals.
  • Dream BIG.
  • Sleep at night.
  • Get an early start.
  • Let go of everything that doesn’t bring you Joy.

Here are some highlights from the last 3 weeks:

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I got to practice ballet with some of my favorite people ❤ Jehrin and Cosmo
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My friend Diana let me hug her harp when I was feeling sad ❤

 

I need to stay optimistic and keep moving forward and striving.  Growth is not for the faint of heart and I know that I am strong I just cannot allow myself to get stuck in a rut.

How are you doing and what is new and exciting in your world?  Please comment below to share!

Be Real.  Be True.  Be-YOU-tifully YOU.

❤ Alana

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