I spend a lot of time thinking through scenarios. I Lose sleep imagining all the ways that things could go wrong. And often experience the paralysis of feeling overwhelmed.
I felt myself losing sleep over it just last night and I have to say that it is a bad habit. Maybe it is a slight addiction. Maybe worrying makes me feel like I have more control over a situation than I really do.
One thing I know for sure is that I want to replace this harmful habit with something better. This is energy I could use towards accomplishing something great.
Living in the past robs me of enjoying the present moment.
I just need to remember that I do not have to have everything figured out all the time. I can definitely plan ahead and prepare, but once I have made my plans I need to learn to let go.
Here we are once again on this topic of letting go. It has become a theme in my life. One of those reoccurring lessons that I want to learn sooner than later.
The only person keeping me from learning this valuable lesson is myself.