My kitten King Puffleton has been sick the past few days so today we brought him to the vet. He got an X-ray twice and we found out that he has a growth in his chest cavity that is the size of his heart. We do not know exactly what it is yet, but we […]Read More A Better Ending to a Sad Day
This morning I found out that one of my best friends passed away in January… There is a lot I could say, but right now I just feel speechless… Kathy Morris and I met on a chilly October morning at the Evergreen State College Pool. It was the place where I met a bunch of […]Read More Speechless… We Were In This Together…
Heartbreak. Heartache. Sickness. Suffering. Pain. Anger. Disagreements. Shame. Grief. Anguish. Broken. Accidents. Tears. Lost. Loss. Unraveling. Frustration. Deterioration. Tragedy. Diseases. Fear. Regrets. Longing. Prolonging. Grudges. Jealousy. Envy. Incomplete. Incompatible. Unreliable. Final goodbyes. No goodbyes. Gone…Read More All the sad things…
It’s the worst feeling… When a person knows you so well that they understand your strengths and weaknesses and choose to focus on the flaws. The flaws give us character and are signs of having soul. But when those flaws are revealed and and brought into the light, it hurts. It hurts to feel the […]Read More Beautifully Broken
We had long heart-to-hearts and went on many grand adventures. I could always count on you to be on my side and we would help each other by talking through things. You also have an amazing sense of style and flair. And when we grew tired of talking we could always run through the pain […]Read More I Miss My Sis
He blows me kisses and runs with me in the sunshine and the pouring down rain. He writes me handwritten letters and we cook together. He prays and goes to church with me even though it was never a part of his life before. He wants me to be Complete and Free. He wants me […]Read More I Miss My Best Friend Like You Wouldn’t Believe…
I thought love was timeless, unconditional, powerful, and everlasting. I thought love could heal, bring hope, joy, and warmth… How can something so beautiful and pure cause so much pain? Why do the people we love the most hurt us? You could spend years feeling nearly inseparable with a soul then one day they just […]Read More Why Do the People We Love Leave?
I am trying to wrap my mind around the concept of, “it’s probably because you’re so nice.” When people turn mean and bitter. When friends shut me out without even giving me an explanation. When family and friends take me for granted. When I end up falling for a jerk once again. When I feel […]Read More Is There a Price to be Nice?
This may not be the best song to play after a break-up. Sometimes I surprise myself with my song selections. I am still such a sucker for a good love song. Also this video is so sensually gorgeous. It is always possible to find love right where you are and you don’t always need […]Read More Your Soul Could Never Grow Old It’s Evergreen
I hate when I am doing just fine and then someone comes into my life and rocks my world for better or worse. I was doing my own damn thing. I wasn’t looking, they found me, things are great for two months then I find myself caring and wondering… I want to know what’s important […]Read More We Get the Love We Accept.