February is History

February is history, but it is my story too… It had a very sad start and I think that I was still piecing together the shards of my heart. I worked out consistently and I studied hard.  My workouts and morning routines were the glue that held everything together.  I noticed that I had a […]

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All the sad things…

Heartbreak.  Heartache.  Sickness. Suffering.  Pain.  Anger. Disagreements. Shame. Grief.  Anguish.  Broken.  Accidents.  Tears. Lost.  Loss.  Unraveling.  Frustration.  Deterioration.   Tragedy.  Diseases.  Fear.  Regrets. Longing.  Prolonging.   Grudges. Jealousy.  Envy.  Incomplete.  Incompatible.  Unreliable.  Final goodbyes.  No goodbyes.  Gone…    

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End of an Era

It is the end of another era… I have thoroughly enjoyed the past 3 months because this time gave me the chance to find myself.  I spent a lot of time alone thinking about my hopes, goals, and dreams.  I also got to reunite with some of my dearest friends and connected with many new […]

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Healing Takes Place…

I spent so many years fighting and feeling upset whenever I got sick or had to deal with health issues. I also spent so many years heartbroken by the circumstances I found myself in and the effects they had on my life.  I desperately wanted to heal my heart, mind, and soul from the trauma […]

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Water With Limes

Thinking back on memories.  Reminiscing about hopes and dreams. The signs in the tress and the message in the stars.  The earthy breeze that nips you in the form of a frozen mist.  And that one person from long ago with a presence that didn’t last.  Still tugging on the corners or your heart with […]

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Beautifully Broken

It’s the worst feeling… When a person knows you so well that they understand your strengths and weaknesses and choose to focus on the  flaws. The flaws give us character and are signs of having soul. But when those flaws are revealed and and brought into the light, it hurts.  It hurts to feel the […]

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Leaving You Behind…

Leaving you behind is the hardest thing for me. You brought so much love and joy to my life.  I just know that it was love at 1st sight. Sleepless nights and early mornings.  Days with you were never boring. Even on the sad days they never lasted.  Through the bad days we both blasted… […]

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To-Do-List: 3/8/17-3/12/17

I have been sad this week because I miss our puppy Ruby.  I have been so busy with school and work and even though I was taking her for walks; I know that she wanted more attention.  My boyfriend has been busy working full-time and building the business and so it was understandable that he […]

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