Aggressive Overload

This place will test you in many ways.  It will either rip apart your relationships or bring you together and help you grow stronger.  It is worth all the trials, challenges, and tribulations if you can handle it. I knew what I wanted when I looked for this place.  I wanted acreage in an agricultural […]

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Breakdown now breakthrough

Last night I had an awful breakdown.  The kind of break you feel in the midst of a breakup or a loss.  When your legs shake uncontrollably, your back and body feels hot, and you cry yourself to sleep…Only to wake up and burst into more tears. I woke up still feeling sad and almost […]

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Blurry Vision & Broken Dreams

I packed up 2 years of my 22 year old life into two bags and caught a cab to the airport.  I remember crossing the golden gate bridge and my vision was blurry from the tears. I had spent the past 2 years with black eyes and bruises trying to just “fix myself” but had […]

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Simply Anxiety…

Have you ever met someone for lunch then choked on an egg salad sandwich as they walked you through a mindfulness exercise? “Let’s sit here with out talking and savor each bite.  Chew slowly and enjoy.” Well, it turns out that they could chew and savor more quickly than I could and I sat there […]

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Be-YOU-tifully YOU Project: #51

Hello My Dear Darling Friends! The theme of this past week was: depression.  I had the usual seasonal depression, but was also depressed by all of the big changes in my life.  Sometimes big changes help me snap out of depression, but this time around it feels like I dove right in. My life feels […]

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